There is really no other way. I can destroy myself or I can move on, with great memories and my son's love. I choose to live and share what happened with my son to those that may get something good from something bad.
How time flies. Tonight marks the 1 year point since our son was called home to Heaven. To try to put into words that describe roller coasters of emotion, hours upon hours of reflecting life, on past years of myself, our family and especially our boy, the self-torment, it would over-qualify for...
This is nothing more than an expansion of federal power with a hiring of 86,000 Socialist/Communist/Psychopathic graduates of programmed Leftist education. Neat way to instill an armed force on domestic soil. The judges are in place in many areas already. Trump was a speed-bump in their plan.
In this new disaster of a spending and tax bill is 80 Billion to hire 86,000 new agents!!!!
This is the new mafia!!!
https://thefederalist.com/2022/07/29/build-back-better-bill-would-fund-86000-additional-irs-agents-to-sic-on-american-taxpayers/
On Sunday afternoon, we had the wake for our son James and yesterday we had his funeral mass at Sacred Heart Church in Pinehurst, NC. It was an almost perfect day with a cloudless sky and about 70 degrees. We just didn't have our son walking with us.
We know our son is at peace with God, my...
James was finally returned to the funeral home from the Medical examiners office on Thursday afternoon. So, I went and saw my son yesterday, privately, just myself. I just had to see him. He looks really good, but when I walked into the room he was in, the reality hit me hard. I honestly feel...
Thank you so very much for your kind words.
I am seeking help. I have already spoken with my priest, Catholic, and am meeting with an Army chaplain from Bragg. I will not hold this in and walk this horrible path alone. You are absolutely right, this is a burden no man should bare, but I...
I brought my dogs out for a walk in our north side field. As I'm walking along the wood line coming back to the house, I stopped to pick up little bits of garbage, paper and stuff that blows around. I picked up a plastic bottle cap and next to it was this wooden cross!!!! I'm a mess, crying...
No, it did not make me sad!! You are not adding to the pain. I appreciate you posting this and caring. Everyone is just so kind to us during these dark hours and days. No apologies!! You are so helpful and supportive, I need this!!
Thank you for you kind words. I hope the Good Lord and time has helped to lessen that unfortunate experience.
And heartbreaking is truly an understatement. I really don't believe there is a word to describe these feelings.
Our family would like to say a huge THANK YOU for your outpouring of support, kind words and donations during these absolutely devastating times. Admin Derek, a Huge thank you for allowing us to post the GoFundMe to assist us with these unexpected expenses.
Yes, this is a parents worst nightmare...
This is a hard one!!!
Friday night, March 25, our son James IV passed away here at home. I won't go into the details of this, but if you go to the Moore County, N.C. Sheriff's Facebook page, the details are there. No parent should ever have to be placed in this situation!!! James suffered from...
I was home in Vernon with my 2 sons, age 3 and 1 at the time watching TV with my jaw on the floor and tears in my eyes.
On Sept. 7th, I was on the 106th floor of tower 1 working an event with an entertainment client of mine. I went up to the 107th and took a quick walk around Window's of the...
The couple times I was stopped here in NC, I disclosed that I had a pistol as according to the law. The first time, I told the NCHP trooper that I had a pistol on my hip, he said," its going to stay there, right?" Trooper told me to slow it down a little and to have a nice evening.
The second...
Folks in NC do weird stuff!!
There are some FFL's down here that do not allow incoming from a private individual. Most, damn near all, do. Usually, if you get one of these Fudds, its probably near a city.Its usually 25-30 for a shipment using USPS. I've sent firearms to many an FFL for buyers...