Mike, you are welcome to fire mine. I don't know why you have such a negative feeling for this gun. All I can say, I love it. It's a very nice piece of great engineering and very precise machining. I did fire from it 50 rounds of defensive ammo in a row. I can't say it was my best range session, it kicks like a horse, but still very manageable and absolutely reliable in my experience.
Speedway, I tried carrying it for several days in a pocket holster. It's OK, but a little heavy for a pocket gun. In an IWB holster it's a pleasure to carry, but my work and lifestyle make me to prefer pocket carrying in most cases. I found for a pocket carry a can't find anything better than Ruger LCP, even given it's 380, not 9mm.