Face it, you have a guilty conscience, but thats OK, there are many of us here in this group.Your best bet is to admit you have a problem and buy another gun. If you don't, you may face withdrawals and that would be bad, perhaps hospitilization. So tomorrow, wake up and go buy another gun, I will, and I would be proud to join you in another purchase, perhaps after a nice hot DD coffee. Don't buy the donut, save the money towards another gun, you'll feel better.
I hope this helped. Remember, there is no 12 step program for this disease except to keep buying more guns.
Your friend and fellow gun addict,
Bullseye