Johnny, don't feel bad and don't get discouraged. I'm in the same boat as you. I'm a new shooter as well, just got my LTC this winter. I also have a .22, which I can shoot respectably for a noob.
But when I tried my brother-in-law's Ruger P89 9mm, I was all over the place. Some shots I couldn't even figure out where they went. I was limp-wristing it so bad I was getting stovepipes every third shot or so.
Nevertheless, I'm not getting scared off - I know it's just a learning experience. This weekend I picked up my own 9mm - a Beretta 92FS - which I'm going to go shoot this afternoon for the first time. I'm sure I'll suck, but I don't care. I'm going to keep at it till I can shoot it well.
Hang in there.
But when I tried my brother-in-law's Ruger P89 9mm, I was all over the place. Some shots I couldn't even figure out where they went. I was limp-wristing it so bad I was getting stovepipes every third shot or so.
Nevertheless, I'm not getting scared off - I know it's just a learning experience. This weekend I picked up my own 9mm - a Beretta 92FS - which I'm going to go shoot this afternoon for the first time. I'm sure I'll suck, but I don't care. I'm going to keep at it till I can shoot it well.
Hang in there.