I've spent some time watching Robert Alessi recently and am feeling inspired:
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First post under this account (vs. his other account named mordeeb), asking NES, of all places, if as a police officer sworn to enforce the egregiously unconstitutional, draconian, transparently malicious firearms laws in the commonwealth of MA, if he gets a special stormtrooper exemption to the same laws he would destroy someone's life over if his job was on the line. This is where a little self awareness would come in handy and you might be better served using ChatGPT vs. coming here and asking that. Luckily for you Crackpot gave you an honest answer - probably the most GOATed NESer when it comes to that stuff.
Second post, immediately inviting negativity and taking it personally. You would probably catch more bees with honey

but we'll get to that later
15 year old Sandra Birchmore was groomed, raped, and strangled to death by police officers she trusted, while every other officer knew and looked the other way (thin blue line, amirite?) Karen Read's life has been upended and is getting bankrupted by the kangaroo court in Norfolk County because a bunch of Boston/Canton townie dipshit tough guy police officers were shitfaced (driving around Canton, btw) and beat someone to death because they were jealous of some 40 year old badge bunny hag. The State Police looked the other way during their investigation, Canton police recused themselves because of a conflict of interest but took the time to delete evidence anyway (original Sally port video, cell phone evidence, etc.). The judge has ties to the McAlberts and refused to recuse herself, presiding over the case with extreme prejudice as determined by anyone with eyes and half a brain. Enrique Delgado-Garcia was mysteriously beat to death in a state police "training" session. In addition to hundreds (thousands?) of other examples from the police protecting and serving thread. This is not the same as a CPA amortizing capitalized leases using US GAAP instead of IFRS and creating a material misstatement on a company's balance sheet and receiving "professional courtesy", or not reporting $605 of unqualified dividend income on your tax return, or goofing off at your job while on the clock, or crossing the street without a walk signal, or driving back from the bar with a .09 BAC. Feeling justified by likening the two is unfortunately behavior I would only come to expect from someone working as a police officer. I'm not an ACAB cop basher, I have many good friends I've known for decades who are extraordinarily conscientious, brave people who are state and local police. But guys like that seem to be increasingly the exception instead of the norm, at least in the public eye.
34 years? By the "city" I'm assuming you mean Boston. I don't think anyone would refer to Great Barrington as the "city" and automatically assume everyone knows what they mean. This immediately contradicts your next point. You've been policing as long as I've been alive and you've never seen a law abiding citizen get a hard time, ever? Do you work behind a desk?
As a police officer, you gave a pass to a business owner who shot a fleeing thief 3 times in the back when his life wasn't being immediately threatened? Why on earth would you ever admit that, never mind on an internet forum, never mind on NES re: your first post? Would that make you a non-law abiding citizen because you deliberately lied in a potential murder case? Are you unsuitable, lacking moral character, have your LTC pulled, become a PP for life, and face a Bartley Fox mandatory minimum? Wait, no - you're a member of the king's guard. You can do whatever in MA I forgot. This would only apply to trough-eaters who aren't sworn in.
You know folks on both sides? For some reason that doesn't surprise me.
There were no
bite marks consistent with bite marks? ...What? As opposed to what, bite marks that
are consistent with bite marks? Never mind the stupidity of this statement, did you actually see the guy's arm? Where do you suppose those bite-marks-that-aren't-consistent-with-bite-marks came from? Strange coincidence that the McAlbert's people-aggressive German Shepard took a trip to a farm in vermont soon after John was murdered in their house, is it not? Not to mention the dozens of other smoking guns, no pun intended.
No issue with storing evidence in solo cups? Color me unsurprised.
You clearly are not familiar with the details of the trial if you think Aunt Bev is conscientious
Nobody cares how you "feel" about what might have happened. People are basing their opinion on the evidence (or lackthereof, due to people destroying it). It's exponentially easier to not see something than it is to coordinate stories.
Responding to a south park meme goofing on your self righteousness and attributing that to LTC suitability is.... something. It would be funny if you weren't LEO, but you are - which is why people (rightfully, IMO) flamed you in response to your 1st post and serves as an illustrative example as to why there is are potential certain philosophical aversions to MA LEO around NES.
You're actually not a law abiding citizen, remember? But you are correct about the second part, in MA you are able to do whatever you want.
Reasonable according to who? Is destroying someone's life because they had an unloaded shotgun leaning against the wall when calling 911 for a medical emergency reasonable? Interesting take.
"Unless you are a complete a-hole" is not true. It could be for whatever reason they want and it's virtually unwinnable in an appeal, unless you have the resources to go to bat - Bruen makes this an incrementally more uphill climb for the state, but there's extraordinary deferral to the CLEO's "judgement". The second part of this statement happens time and time again, everywhere across this entire state. Even if they issue, they do so with malicious compliance dragging the process out for 6+ months, even years - White v. Cox (1:23-cv-12031)
Do I really need to say anything?
Reasonableness according to who, Giffords or Colin Noir? "It" is not about reasonableness, it's about constitutionality, autonomy of personal safety for you and your family, deterrence of a tyrannical government, and countless others. If you have to ask what the other reasons are, then you're already lost.
More bees with honey - have you met yourself?
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When you alienate people who support you, you make enemies, who will go out of their way to take away your rights" You are a police officer and you are being alienated in this thread. Using deductive reasoning, am I to assume you are now going to err on the side of being adverse to constitutional rights? I'm confused, I thought you weren't sure "they would do that", but here you seem pretty sure.
Suitable, trustworthy, of good moral character are nebulous, subjective, attributes subject to abuse. Also, you have proven in this thread you are not included in this bunch. You are not suitable because you are emotionally unhinged and defend government sponsored murder because "other people are bad too". You are not trustworthy because you intentionally lied about a store owner murdering someone by shooting them in the back as they fled. You do not have good moral character because you took an oath to enforce and abide by the laws of the commonwealth and broke them anyways. You should not be able to own guns and the FFLs were correct to deny your purchases.
See how that works?
Don't worry though, if I was a CLEO, denied you, and you appealed I could theoretically present that information to a district judge, state I denied it based on "public safety", the judge would defer to my account, your appeal would get denied, you'd be out the $5K it took to sue, and wouldn't be able to breath on a firearm unless you want to do the mandatory minimum for unlicensed possession or play cornerback for the Patriots. You don't have to worry about that though, you're a police officer. This is where the resentment you're seeing on NES comes from.
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While I do somewhat sympathize with your plight, trying to gain clarity on something deliberately engineered to be unclear, I'm not sure you've done yourself any favors.
As for feeling alienated and otherwise disenchanted by the vibe your getting, nobody asked you to post your question and nobody would think twice about it if you stopped posting in this thread. The door is that way, you could probably see yourself out if you want.